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When I moved to Los Angeles in 2008 I was going through a phase in my life where I had just finished some intense years of University study . I had also just gone through about 8 years of intense study and revelation about my faith. Moving to Los Angeles was like a vacation phase from all my studies. Los Angeles is where I met Ray Landicho.

I’m telling this story as a way to let people know that G_d can use people you’d least expect, even people who do not believe. I say that because Ray Landicho is a homosexual who does not believe in the Bible and he is very quick to denounce anyone who does. While Ray Landicho may not believe it was an experience I had in 20__ that involved Ray Landicho the super charged my faith.

I was working as a therapeutic massage therapist in Los Angeles when Ray contacted me about services. As with all clients I did a lengthy phone interview to assess the issues the client had that could benefit from massage. It was during this interview that something out of the ordinary happened that had never happened before in my years as a therapist. The interview became a conversation between two people and Ray never actually became a massage client. He instead became a friend that had an interest in many subjects of a higher level than average people talk about, and that’s how we clicked.

Ray was a nurse so obviously being a very caring person was in his nature. We were both in professions where we helped others heal. Our friendship developed over a period of months and then one day Ray fell ill with some respiratory illness. He said he’d really been feeling bad and had an appointment on Thursday and the doctor was going to do an MRI of his lungs after diagnosing him with Desert Fever aka coccidioidomycosis. When I didn’t hear from Ray after his MRI I became very concerned leaving message after message on his phone. Finally, a few days later I received a phone call from his phone from a woman claiming to be his best friend. She told me Ray had gone for his lung MRI and while it was taking place one of his lungs collapsed and he was taken to the ICU and had been into a drug-induced coma and they didn’t know if he was going to live or not.

Ray did not return to consciousness after the drug-induced coma wore off and he remained in a comatose state on life support for nearly a month. It was relayed to me that the family was making the decision whether or not to remove life support and allow him to pass. Nobody had been in contact with Ray’s co-workers to keep them informed so I took it upon myself to call the nurses station where he worked and let his co-workers at Los Angeles Children’s hospital know his condition and asked for prayers for his recovery.

Ray’s friend told me the family had decided upon medical advice to disconnect the life support the next day after all the family had come to say their goodbyes. I went to bed that night with such grief knowing Ray was going to die. It was 1:04am when I was awoken from my sleep hearing Ray’s voice call my name loudly twice. I sat up in bed rather freaked out because there was no mistaking Ray’s voice. Anybody who know’s Ray knows he has a very distinctive voice. I sat up on one elbow in bed and suddenly I felt something hit the bottom of my feet twice and I shrieked, “Oh,shit!” and yanked my feet away from the end of the bed. Nothing else happened. Immediately I wondered if Ray had passed and this was his way of saying goodbye to me? There is more to this story and I didn’t speak of it for some obvious reasons, but give me a minute and I’ll tell you the rest of the details of what happened during this experience.

The next morning I called to check on Ray and his friend said he had passed. I wanted to know about funeral arrangements, but she said it was already decided it would be a family-only funeral. So, I never got to say goodbye and I didn’t get to go to his funeral. I realized I had to share the sad news with his co-workers at Los Angeles Children’s Hospital and so I made that call that everyone hates to make.

It was about a week after Ray’s death that some friends of mine from Las Vegas were in town and wanted to so something to help me feel better so they took me out to the Universal Studios theme park. It was while exiting one of the rides through the gift shop trap that I had another supernatural experience with Ray. As we were passing through the shop I saw a white stuffed animal bear holding a blue heart that had the words written on it “Wish you were here!”. My heart sank because I immediately thought of Ray and said in my mind, “I wish you were here, Ray.” That very moment I audibly (not in my head) heard Ray’s voice say, “I am here!”

The next months were very difficult for me. These two supernatural experiences with Ray and mourning his death had taken me down into a bad depression. I remember one night my phone rang and when I looked at it the caller ID said, “Ray Landicho” calling and I shrieked as horror raced through my body. I returned to calm thinking perhaps Ray’s friend still had his phone and had dialed my number by mistake.

A couple months later there was a voicemail on my phone. It was from Ray’s number and I wondered what it could be about. Maybe his friend felt bad for me and she was going to let me know where he was buried so I could visit his grave, at least. I opened the voicemail and what a heard devastated me. It was Ray leaving me a short message to say he hadn’t died and he couldn’t talk to me now, but he’d tell me what happened soon. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I wasn’t imagining it was Ray’s voice. It was really him and he was really alive, but how??? When we talked the next day he explained that his family was religious and were concerned about him possibly dying as an unrepentant homosexual and going to hell and they didn’t want anything to do with any of his friends who accepted his lifestyle and that’s why they told me he died, just to get me off their backs. I wanted to come see him in the hospital and they didn’t want that.

He explained that after he woke from the coma and found out what they had done telling me he had died, the damage had already been done and he didn’t know how it would be possible for him to now contact me and tell me he was alive. He said it wasn’t until he read on my website how depressed I had become and was even having suicidal thoughts because of his death that he knew he had to contact me to right a wrong before another wrong happened and he would feel I killed myself over the grief of his death.

So, that was his explanation. What was I to do or say? What would you do if someone you cared about allowed you to believe they were dead and then out of guilt and fear that you might commit suicide because you are so depressed that they finally come forward so you don’t commit suicide? Very unusual situation, and I was in shock about the whole thing, but was handling it well and so Ray and I went out to get some dinner and he filled me in on all the details.

What kind of friend does something like this to another friend? Ray was let go from Los Angeles Children’s Hospital for faking his death and he blamed that on me. He felt I had no right to tell his co-workers that I’d been told he died. I’m not even gonna try to comment or explain that one except for I think I did what any caring person would have done for friends of a deceased person.

Now, I’ll get to that part of the story I held off telling a few paragraph’s back. I never told Ray about this because he doesn’t believe in the Bible so why bother I thought. That night I was awakened hearing him call my name twice I picked up my cell phone off the nightstand because I wanted to write myself a note about what had just happened so I didn’t go back to sleep and think it had all been a dream, or worse, forget all that had just happened. So, I was awakened by hearing Ray calling my name twice and when I sat up in bed then something hit the bottom of my feet twice. I’d describe like someone swatted the bottom of my feet with a broom. I thought that was a really strange thing to happen, but I was later to find out it had a certain significance. At that same moment I heard Ray’s voice calling out to me, “Please help me! I’m on my way to hell!”

That was the extra part I never told Ray about because if someone doesn’t believe in G_d or Hell or anything like then there is never going to be anything you can say to convince them. I don’t think Ray wanted to believe the other parts of the story either so why give him an excuse to be mean to me when he’d already devastated me about as much as anybody ever could by allowing me to believe he was dead. He later told me that when he first awoke from coma he wanted to contact right away and set the record straight, but then when he heard that Los Angeles Children’s Hospital had fired him for faking his own death he blamed me for that happening and decided he’d not right the wrong. It was only when he began feeling guilty about if I would commit suicide that he felt he had to tell me the truth.

I’ve tried to talk about faith with Ray since that time, but he was very quick to cut me off with letting me know he has his own relationship with a god that accepts him as homosexual. Well, that’s not the G_d of the Bible. Ray began a very cruel personal attack against me and my faith and I wanted to tell him that when he must have been having that near death experience or whatever it was, perhaps astral travel, that he knew he was on his way to hell for eternity and was pleading for help. When I talked about him contacting me he said he had no memories at all from when he was in the coma. That’s a shame. He’s never gonna know that whatever god he is believing in is taking him straight to hell when he dies for being a homosexual.

Coincidentally, I know a lot of people who know Ray and they are shocked when I tell them what Ray did to me. All I can see there are a lot of evil people in this world that hide a lot of pain and issues behind a smile. I had always known Ray to be very kind, but I found out he also has a very vicious and hateful side too. The personal attack he made on me for a health issue I was born with was so cruel and unforgivable. When he said those things to me I offered no reaction other than just walking away to never talk to him again.

So, that’s the whole story. Ray letting me know he was on his way to hell was a wake-up call for me. It helped me clean my life up and even though what he did to me was so horrible at least there was a silver lining in it for me.

THE SACRED NAMER’S MOVEMENT IS IN ERROR

Philippians 2:9-11 “Wherefore G_d also hath highly exalted Him, and given Him a name which is above every name (not multiple choice names)[Acts 4:12]. That at the name of Yeshua every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; and that every tongue should confess that Yeshua the Moshiach is Master, to the glory of יהוה‎ G_d the Father.”

The use of any other name than Yeshua, the name above all names, is a demonic deception engineered to take your soul to the Lake of Fire.

Yeshua said, “I come in my Father’s name, but you don’t accept me.” The Sacred Namer’s movement has as many true pronunciations of YHVH as there are many denominations of Christianity all claiming to have the truth when in fact not a single Christian has the truth because Christianity itself, the Roman-created version is a fraud. The various Sacred Namer groups claim to have the true pronunciation and they dare to base salvation on the correct pronunciation. They need to watch this excellent comprehensive video and end their ridiculous quest to claim to have have the true pronunciation.

The archeological find of the real tomb of Yeshua and His family in the Talpiot suburb of Jerusalem forever puts to rest the argument of the true name of the Messiah. In the documentary film by James Cameron the ossuary unmistakably reads, “Yeshua son of Yosef” in the ancient Hebrew as shown in this photo taken from the film where they superimposed the modern Latinized-Greek “Jesus” son of Joseph instead of transliterating as “Yeshua bar Yosef”.

On the ossuary Messiah’s name spelled Yud-Shin-Vav-Ayin, Yeshua. His family would not have carved the wrong spelling of his name on his ossuary. Oh, but there are going to be those who say Yeshua’s family burial tomb is a fake, but that’s ridiculous. They only claim the find if a fake because they do not understand how the “first fruits” resurrection of Yeshua where His bones were left behind differs from the resurrection of Lazarus who wasn’t a “first fruits” and Lazarus obviously lived out the rest of his natural days and died and was buried. Christians, and other naysayers simply do not understand the difference of a “first fruits” glorified body that is a magnificent glorified body that leaves the physical body behind. Christians are gonna be mighty shocked when the rapture happens and the bodies of those raptured flop dead to the ground while their glorified bodies rise up to meet their Bridegroom in the air to go to their wedding.

The burial tomb with Yeshua, His wife, his son, his mother, brother James, and His mother’s cousin and their DNA evidence cannot be refuted. If they had wanted to create a fake tomb around the time of Yeshua’s burial or even hundreds of years later they had no idea about DNA and the bodies buried there for a fake tomb would have been made up probably of bones taken from other graves, but the DNA proves this is not the case. There are no findings about the tomb that conflict with Scripture.

Of course, there are going to be those who want to say you can’t have the bones of Yeshua in an ossuary and have His resurrected body separate from His physical corpse. This is where those people have a lack of understanding. Yeshua was the first fruits of the glorified bodies yet to come. His resurrection was not the same as those of the bodies of Lazarus and the “talitha cumi” girl that were raised from the dead. Being raised from the dead and being “changed in a moment” into a glorified body are not the same thing. These are two entirely different types of resurrections. Lazarus’ natural body was regenerated the same way as someone who dies, leaves their body, and returns to which is referred to as a Near Death Experience. When those with salvation get resurrected they will have a glorified body like Yeshua’s first fruits body. Yeshua’s earthly remains were left behind in the tomb as a corpse and the new glorified body came out of that corpse leaving the corpse to rot. Those who have died with salvation will do the same.

If any of you have seen the silly Left Behind movies you will remember those theatrically raptured disappear out of their clothes, leaving their clothing behind. In the real rapture the human body as well as the clothes will be left behind. Now this is where it gets amazing because this is going to be how the anti-Christ will deceive even the elect, if it were possible. He’s already got you conditioned with the satanic Christian movies to think bodies disappear with clothes left behind in a heap. When the remnant Law-keeping Wise Virgin Bride leaves the earth their mortal bodies will be left behind flopped to the ground dead. The anti-Christ is going to explain their deaths as COVID or something and nobody except my students will understand this. Nobody will know the ‘thief in the night” Wise Virgin Law-keeping bride has been raptured. Anti-christ or his minions perhaps will say these people suicided, and nobody will know with all COVID chaos, and their bodies will be taken away and no autopsy, no viewing by family, no nothing, gone. Just straight into a box and you never see them again.

Most of Lawless Foolish Virgin Christianity, that don’t have one drop of salvation, believe in a pre-trib rapture and when they don’t see it happening to them there is going to be a great falling away from the faith. If I, as a Jew from the tribe of M’nasheh, am granted the honor of being one of the 1200 from my tribe sealed to be left behind to be an evangelist during the 7-year tribulation, it will be the greatest honor. I feel this is where I am headed because it seems nobody else is preaching the truth that I do about the correct name above all names and the pre-trib rapture of the Law-keeping Wise Virgin Bride while all the Foolish Virgins of Christianity get left behind for not keeping the Law and also being baptized in the wrong name.

Before my close, just a brief word about those who will be beheading Christians during the Tribulation for their witness of Yeshua (or aka Jesus). In what are known as the Noahide Laws (please Google it), non-Jews must keep a minimum of 7 Laws of G_d to make it to heaven. I won’t explain Noahidism more, just go to Youtube or Google it and you will find many people talking about how the 7 Noahide Laws for non-Jews is going to be how the anti-christ whom Jews will accept as the Messiah will be beheading Christians for idolatry. Yes, you heard right. There are going to be Jews, not all of them, but some who join forces with the anti-christ and they will be using the Bnei Noach Laws to behead Christians who profess (and worship) Yeshua (or Jesus) to be G_d in a human body. Jews will be following the instruction of the former Rabbi known as The Rambam who said Noahide idolaters must be beheaded. That’s the long and short of it. Do you own research.

Today is the day of salvation. Repent of not keeping the Law. Only the 7-deadly sins Laws were nailed the cross. Everything else is still in effect for Jew and Gentile that comes into the faith. Hopefully “those who are alive and remain” will repent and be re-baptized in Yeshua’s name for the forgiveness of their sins and then they can know that they will be joining those previously raptured 7 years earlier that will be returning with Yeshua at the 2nd Coming with the armies of heaven when every eye shall see him. He raptured His Law-keeping Wise Virgin Bride like a thief in the night and every eye did not see Him then because the rapture of the Bride is not the 2nd Coming . He just slips in and slips out with His bride under cover of darkness, so to speak. Those who survived the Tribulation and finally got the real salvation will be “changed in a moment’ into those glorified bodies that will travel with Yeshua, His Bride, and the armies of heaven to fight at the battle of Armageddon. After the battle we all head to the wedding reception where supper and drinks will be served. The former Foolish Virgins that didn’t make Bride status at least are invited to the wedding supper of the Lamb having finally joined the family.

The false teachers of Christianity deceitfully claim the tithe that Yahuah ONLY gave to the Levites to support them. The Re-Newed Testament/Covenant Scripture make no instruction on tithing because it should be OBVIOUS that the Levital priesthood was a “type and shadow” of the Messiah that was to come that would become our High Priest and ultimate blood sacrifice for sin. When Yahu’sha our Messiah finished the work of Atonement for our sins it brought an OFFICIAL END TO THE LEVITICAL PRIESTHOOD and those tithes were NOT directed to go anywhere else in Scripture. Even the first fruits offering fulfilled by Yahu’sha so that is no longer valid. If you want to financially support through a donation to a ministry who is preaching the “If you love me, keep my Commandments” that Yahuah in the flesh as Messiah Yahu’sha commanded us then then you are doing a correct thing. Also, we are to bless Israel. You can bless the Jews and Israel by donating directly to the Israel National Food Bank. Don’t donate or give tithes to these television money grubbers who are living off your donations and tithes that you give in error. They live in resplendent luxury. Investigate these false teachers live, it’s easy online. Anyone teaching that we do not have to keep the Law as Yahu’sha said, “The truth is not in him”. Only support the true Wise Virgin teachers of truth who teach the true Holy/Kodesh names and never use the pagan deity false names that actually invoke Satan as they are the Foolish Virgins that are destined for the Lake of Fire if they do not fill their empty lamps with truth before they die or the time of the second coming rapture that takes place after the select “thief in the night” rapture. The redeemed Foolish Virgin rapture will take place at the end of the Tribulation when Yahu’sha comes in the clouds of great glory and “Every eye shall see him” and “They will look upon the One they pierced and they will mourn for Him as one morns for an Only Son.”

I depend on God to supply all my needs, not other people. Short and sweet huh? I’ve received some nice gifts over the years for the support of my ministry, but I don’t hawk any outrageously overpriced products like Mystery Babylon does to support their organizations. If Yahuah has put it on someone’s heart that they are to support my ministry with a blessing of financial assistance then that is on them and I’m not allowed to refuse a blessing, but I will never ask for any financial support and well never sell any products, or never offer a free gift just to get you on a mailing list where once I have your name and address I will send you regular and endless mail begging for money like the false teachers of the Foolish Virgin masses do.

I would suggest you donate to charities like helping your local war veterans of which there are various organizations I have a neighbor that is a war veteran that our United States government will not pay for nursing home care that he needs because he can’t even get out of bed but maybe twice a day to use the facilities and eat. I am horrified by this and I’m working on doing something to stop this abuse of our War Veterans. There are many charities that help to feed the starving people around the world, Saint Judes Childrens Hospital, the Natural Law Defense fund, etc., etc.

I wouldn’t mind being rich, but I’m not gonna do it by fleecing the flock like the false prophets and wolves in sheeps clothing do so they can live in a mansion and drive fancy cars. and have fine works priceless art in their home like has been documented about false teacher Dr. Joyce Meyers who lives in resplendent luxury when the “J-Esus” she preaches had no place to lay his head. Yahusha HaMoshiach had nice clothing, but that was about it. No cars, no jewels, no pool attached to a mansion. He was a humble frum Jew. You should try it sometime.

The Father has sent some my way that were moved by His spirit to meet certain ministry financial needs, and lodging, and other basic necessities of my life, but that, as I said was because they were moved by the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit) to do so. Again, my ministry never asks for donations, support, and I do not sell the gospel or products for money. Freely I have been given and freely I give to you.

Sincerely,

Yosef Ben David

Part of this website’s legacy is the help provided to me by Mr. Arthur Goldberg and Mrs. Elaine Berk who co-founded an organization called JONAH (Jews Offering New Alternatives for Healing). They paired therapists with people of various faiths who were experiencing unwanted same-sex attractions. They acted as custodians for my surgery detransition fund.

Arthur and Elaine became friends. More than that they were people who extended love and caring towards me and my situation. They introduced me to Rabbi Samuel Rosenberg who supported me in so many ways to discover who I AM in God that had been hidden under a heap of lies I’d believed about myself. I was having a very dark night of the soul when my grandmother and father, of blessed memories passed away and all withing the same space of a year I also lost my three dogs, and my cockatiel to illness and old age

I tell myself I am strong, but sometimes that’s just an illusion we create for ourselves so we can hold our head up and not let others know how deeply we are hurting. On top of the five deaths in a year leaving me orphaned and alone I was also a victim of a hate crime assault leaving me afraid to remain in my home so I sold my home and loaded up the truck and I moved to Beverly Hills, California where for the next 7 years I fought my way through the dark night of the soul.

I’d found out I was actually chromosomally intersexed and with my deep grief I was experiencing and this new confusing medical diagnosis I fell into a state of what is called in psychology, “disassociation”. It took me 15 years to recover and find myself again and be full restored by the renewing of my mind by God. I felt as if I had to find my own way, but I wasn’t on my own HalleluYahu! Abba Father quietly took one hand and Yahusha the Mosiach of Israel took the other hand. The next 15 years were not an easy road, but it was all in God’s time and slowly, but surely I was restored by the renewing of my mind…okay lemme hush with all the Scripture references and personal testimony of what the LORD has done for me. I can’t help myself! I love my Abba YHWH and יהושע‎ Yahusha my soon coming King of whom His government there will be no end as He destroys the wicked and their increasingly controlling, unGodly, Marxist Communist One World Order Government.

From what I’ve read on the Internet, in 2012 pro-gay activists had posed as clients and then brought a lawsuit funded by the Southern Poverty Law Center.

Arthur and Elaine helped me a lot in my journey of healing. I’d like you to consider making a donation for their legal defense fees at the Natural Law Defense Fund so Arthur and Elaine can be allowed legally to continue to fight the good fight for God without being shut down by the atheist devils.

Thank you for reading this blog post. If you have comments or questions please email me at CompassionThinker (at) gmail dot com.