AN OPEN LETTER TO THE TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY: How to cure gender dysphoria

IT SHOULD BE NOTED THAT WHILE THIS OPEN LETTER IS DIRECTED SPECIFICALLY TO THE TRANSGENDER COMMUNITY AND I HAVE WRITTEN A ANOTHER SPECIFIC OPEN LETTER TO THE HOMOSEXUAL COMMUNITY THE SEPERATE LETTERS ARE DONE ONLY TO HELP SEARCH ENGINES. HOMOSEXUALS AND TRANSGENDERS ARE ONE IN THE SAME AND THE CURE FOR BOTH IS ONE IN THE SAME.

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Most readers are immediately want to know my position on homosexuality and transgenderism so I’ll give that right away to those seeking that so they can go on their merry way without reading further find out what causes homosexuality and real gender dysphoria. I believe that G_d forbids homosexuality and it’s bedfellow, transgenderism, and I imagine you know what G_d has planned for those who disobey. That’s all there is to it. Now, moving on to the cause and cure of these mental issues.

Just a bit about myself and my personal experience with transgenderism…

I was born a male pseudohermaphrodite with an XO/XY Mosaic chromosome pattern. I understand and accept that G_d created me a bit different from average human beings who are generally XX (female) or XY (male). I understand and accept I will always be a mixture of both sexes, not only chromosomally, but mentally. Yet, as my diagnosis is “male pseudohermphrodite” where the female parts could never function to reproduce children I understand I am primarily male and thus I should live my life this way. It’s taken over a decade or research and understanding to come to terms with my condition after finding out about it. If it had not been for this extra factor I don’t think gender dysphoria alone would have been enough to convince me to have ever made the decision to have polarized my gender to have lived as female for 20 years of my life. I believe the biological and physical manifestations of my condition happened to push me down this spiritual path of enlightenment about the genderless status of souls and how a re-incarnation contract you make not only reaches into relationships, but also reaches into the condition of the physical body you enter into that nudges you alone a certain path. As Rabbi Akiva, son of converts to Judaism said, “Everything happens for the best.”

Now that I’ve mentioned re-incarnation which is the key to identifying with your true gender let me say this about re-incarnation. In Judaism we believe in re-incarnation, but in a bit of a different way. I won’t go into the in depth particulars, but as we call it, “gilgul” someone’s soul is in more than one place at a time because of it’s sparks. The complete soul (all the sparks) are not all together in one place. Similarly in the Eastern traditions about re-incarnation souls are multi-dimensional being in more than one place at one time. This is the similarity where sparks and multi-dimensionality come together. When we re-incarnate sparks and memories from our past life carry into the next life. Some people are very aware of their past life memories while others are oblivious. In the case of the transgender they are dysphoric about their gender in this lifetime because of the bleed over from their past life as a woman or an additional previous life that all the issues were not worked out as a male having lived as a female in maybe more than one or two lifetimes.

I can only be what I am. I learned the lesson that trying to be something you are not creates great difficulty. One may be able to alter their flesh with cosmetic surgeries that disguise the G_d given creation of our bodies, and for some that may bring a measure of relief from gender dysphoria or some may even claim a “cure”, but surgery nor hormones change the truth of your DNA or chromosomes that will always remind you of the reality you may or may not be attempting to conceal. Transgenderism and homosexuality both are re-incarnation adjustment disorders.

LUKE 8:17 “For whatever is hidden shall be revealed, and whatever is secret shall be known and come to light.”

If feel you are struggling with gender dysphoria why not embrace it as a gift from G_d instead of thinking of it as some kind of curse from G_d or cosmic error? Why try to change your body to live as something you are not that will never be accepted but by a small minority of humans when you can instead embrace the truth of your situation and allow it to be used to your advantage instead of turning your life into a disadvantaged situation of victimhood? Fighting your way out of the misguided programming you have embraced from the transgender movement will only cause more suffering as time goes by if by the grace of G_d you begin to wake up from the matrix and realize your true identity as a being that was created to be part G_d and part human.

PSALM 8:4 “What is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him? You have made him a little lower than the Elohim and crowned him with glory and honor.”

Eight months after my birth I had surgery to bring down an undescended testicles. One testicle was quite normal, but the other was not and because it had developed somewhere between a testicle and and ovary it was removed because physicians at the time felt it would become cancerous. A pseudo vagina with no canal or womb was sewn up and I was raised as a boy and never told what had happened in an effort to allow me to grow up as normal as possible. Thankfully, medical science has progressed a lot since 1964 and it is my hope that babies born today with this condition are not being chopped up based on outdated knowledge. Many of us know this isn’t the case however and many children are operated on without their knowledge or consent in an effort to make the parents and doctors happy.

No matter what surgery I’ve ever had it was not going to change the fact that G_d created me between the sexes perhaps like how He created Adam, as the Book of Genesis says G_d made Adam in His image, male and female made He created him.

Puberty was a nightmare. A very thin boy that was developing a pear shaped body with breasts. In my ignorance and influenced by gender bending figures in the 1980’s like singer Boy George and tv talk shows with female impersonator and transsexual guests on all the time, I succumbed to the lure of the transgender movement. With no knowledge of my birth situation I felt somehow there had been some cosmic error and I should have been born a girl instead of a boy and so I began transitioning to live as female during my last year of high school. I went through the whole process becoming a post-op transsexual and lived that way over 20 years. I tried to be happy and well-adjusted, but the closer I got to perfection live “as” female the more I realized I was only living in an elaborate hormonal and surgical disguise and life as female degenerated into feeling very disingenuine.

At age 40 I’d had enough of the fakeness of it all and revealed to my general practitioner physician I was a male to female transsexual and wanted him to prescribe male hormones so I could return to living as male. He asked if I’d take a chromosome test and when the result came back I was shocked to find out my intersex status, but my mind was made up and I wasn’t going to allow that to detour me from returning to live as male. I had all the evidence I needed through life experience that male had felt more natural than female, and being diagnosed as a male pseudohermaphrodite only gave me proof that I was more male than female. All I can say of those first 40 years of my life was they were good life experience.

To Transition, or Not To Transition, or to Detransition, That is The Question

Am I going to tell you not to transition or to detransition based on my experience or faith beliefs? No. I am not a dictator. I have not been set up as a judge or ruler with any authority over anyone, but I will give you advice based on the understandings of the teachings that come from the extra terrestrial species known as the Elohim/Allahim that created the humans on this planet as a hybrid species of their own and the primate species they found on this planet. If you believe all that exists does so because nothing can become something then what you believe is your G_d-given right to believe. This article’s purpose is to teach you why transitioning to live as a sex other than the one you were born as is not the reason why G_d gave you the gift of gender dysphoria. I am going to explain to you G_d’s purpose in the gift of gender dysphoria that has been bestowed upon you and how to respect that gift.

The Jennings family (not their real name) made a public spectacle out of their son’s transgender experience in a s0-called reality tv show. Their son, known as “Jazz Jennings”, was allowed to indulge feelings that somehow he was a female trapped in the body of a male. Several seasons into the show “Jazz” had a past life regression session with a therapist. Jazz recalled under hypnosis that the most previous past life was that of a male named Cal who was involved in what seemed to be presented as a homosexual relationship. Few extra details were given so we don’t know if “Cal” was a pre-transgender homosexual male. Re-incarnation issues that are not fully addressed in one incarnation get moved to the next lifetime. How long will it be before “Jazz” becomes enlightened and realizes if he would of gotten the correct help he could have grown up as a well adjust boy and enjoy having a family of his own instead of being an oddity for the rest of his/her days. Jazz would do good to understand re-incarnation bleed over like James Leininger’s reaction to his re-incarnation issues. James dealt with identity issues when he was younger that he was a World War II fighter pilot that died after his plane was shot down. James learned to embrace the experiences of his soul, yet also moved beyond his re-incarnation history to embrace his current life as James Leininger.

Rabbi Yosef exactly what is your faith? You are Jewish, Right?

The faith that’s goes by the modern name of Judaism is my faith. Of course, it wasn’t always called Judaism because the faith adopted it’s name from the Tribe of Judah which didn’t exist till a person named Judah was born that was the father of the Tribe of Judah. Identifying as “a Jew” simply means I follow the same faith as the people know as The Tribe of Judah (Jewdah) follow which is simply the same faith that Judah’s father Ya’acov/Jacob, and Abraham, and Noah, and Adam and Eve followed. Depending on which generation we are talking about they would have had another name besides Judaism for their faith. This brings me to where I want to explain “Elohimism”.

The faith in Elohim, Eloah or Allahim, Allah

Many people not familiar with the three main Semitic languages of the Middle East are gonna get all concerned the moment I use the word Allah. I can hear the uneducated right now fussing about me talking about the moon god Allah as they begin to foam at the mouth. These types of people are just ignorant of the fact that in the Middle East many born-again Christians use the word Allah instead of the word “god” when making reference to the Creator. Many Jews do the same because the word “Allah” is not a proper name. Allah comes from the word Elohim which you may be familiar with. It’s just a slight variation in dialects of the Semitic tongues of Aramaic, Hebrew, and Arabic. In you English language Bible you will have the word “god” as a translation of the Hebrew word “Eloah”. Eloah is the singluar form of the plural “Elohim”. Eloah in Hebrew is equal to “Allah” in Arabic. That’s all there is to it. Don’t let anyone else lead you to believing some Allah moon god foolishness.

I guess could call my faith Eloahism, Elohimism, Allahism or Allahimism, but who will know what I’m talking about except for a minority of very advanced scholarly humans. To explain my faith so the average person can understand I call it Judaism. One must understand that when Adam and Eve lived, there was no such thing as “Judaism” since the faith would not be known as Judaism until someone named Judah would be born far in the future. All those who came before Judah had was a relationship with the Creator.

The Re-incarnation Connection to Gender Dysphoria

Re-incarnation is foundational to my faith. In the Torah of my faith it is written that the Creator incarnated into a human body and appeared to Abraham accompanied by two angels that He brought along with Him that were to destroy the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah. This incarnation we accept as a fact from Scripture. It is also written that The Creator incarnated again into a human form and wrestled with Yaacov/Jacob who’s name was thereafter changed to Yisrael/Israel. If my people, the Yahudim (Yudians/Judeans the Tribe of Judah) who are called by my name “Yah”can embrace this fact that it is written then why do they have such a difficult time believing that the Creator would not re-incarnate again into a human body as Yeshua the Messiah to bring about our final redemption Himself? Well, the Book of Daniel confirms that the Messiah will be worshipped at deity and Rashi verifies in the Talmud that the passage in question in The Book of Daniel is speaking of the Messiah, so it leaves one scratching their head why any Jew would reject Yeshua as the Messiah. I’ll just respond to that this way. Christian’s ain’t the only group of believers that are being deceived by the Devil. All of the Torah is tale after tale since Adam and Eve how humanity has listened to the slippery lies of the Adversay and got lead astray into confusion and ultimately sin which separated them from the manifest presence of G_d. (Note to self: Write an article on the difference between the manifest presence of G_d and the omnipresence of G_d)

Re-incarnation is G_d’s mode of operation

Through many cycles of re-incarnation Judaism says a soul must return as many times as needed to fulfill all the Commandments of G_d. The fact being that there are specific Commandments for men, and specific Commandments for women a individual soul must return and live in the body of both sexes as many times as needed to complete all the specific Commandments for each sex. This is how the soul becomes elevated to the level of Nirvana and then does not have to re-incarnate again. If a soul is neither male nor female and the soul is the foundation of who we are then who am I to set myself as a judge as to whether someone should never transition or they just detransition of when Scripture is silent on the issue?

Now, HOWEVER,…having said that, I must explain why not transitioning in the first place and destransitioning can be supported, according to my faith. In each re-incarnation we enter the body of a specific sex for a purpose. To the uninitiated gender dysphoria (and homosexuality) can create stumbling blocks. When one can understand the genderless nature of the soul and the purpose of being born into a certain sexed body the pieces of the puzzle begin to come together. Someone suffering from gender dysphoria (and homosexuality) in the purest sense it is experiencing re-incarnation bleed over from a life lived as the opposite sex. The only difference between a homosexual man and a transgender person is the homosexual has had a less dysphoric experience that allows him or her to more closely identify with their birth sex. The gender dysphoric person is simply identifying more strongly with the sex of their previous incarnation than the sexuality of the sex they used to be.

The homosexual male who does not experience a great deal of gender dysphoria simply accepts he is a male who somehow has a sexual attraction to his own sex and gets on with the business of life. All the while though the homosexual is oblivious to the actual source of his/her sexual attractions as a re-incarnation side effect. It is written, “My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge”.

In everything the Creator allows there is a lesson to be learned. Those who experience the Creator’s gift of re-incarnation bleed over that can lead to homosexual behavior or the severe gender dysphoria bleed over that leads to transsexualism are missing the mark due to their lack of knowledge of who and what they are as spiritual and physical creations of an Elohim/Allahim that loves us.

Transgenderism is not a cure for gender dysphoria. It’s like trying to cure cancer by taking an aspirin. You will still have cancer if you treat that illness with aspirin. No matter how many hormones and surgeries one has the gender dysphoria remains and haunts you till the day you die. There are a lot of people who are upset by what they feel has emerged as a somewhat new phenomenon of child transgenderism. In my own life history when I was just beginning my physical transition at age 19 in 1983 I was shocked to meet transgenders who had began their hormonal transition at age 13 and sometimes younger. Some kids grow up in the fast lane of street life. I thought I was in the fast lane having been exposed to the facts of life in girlie magazines from older brothers, but when it came to understanding gender dysphoria as a kid I was far from the fast lane. In fact, I’d admit to being stalled in the emergency lane where every once in a while a tidbit of knowledge would come my way from passers by. I was what you would call a late bloomer even though man think my transition happened very early in my teenage years.

In the Greek language of the New Testament there are the Malakoi who were the effeminate Greek homosexual men who dressed as w omen who were prostituting themselves. It is written, “the effeminate

If you can accept it, they were the transgenders of their day, and I’m sure it wasn’t just describing Greek guys. I’m sure there were hellenized Jewish men who were malakoi as well. Without the modern advantages of female hormones these malakoi were limited to simply being crossdressers, transgenders, but not transsexuals. Let us be sure though that there were probably some who became eunuch’s because they saw that castration of men caused a certain level of feminization to the body and this is where the words of Yeshua about eunuch’s enters the discussion. I can explain this, but you will have to return for an update to this article as to fully explain why becoming a eunuch is not a defense for living as the sex opposite of that of which you were born is a rather lengthy study that I’ve yet to write. Just wait for it, okay? When I get it all written out I’ll insert it here as the next paragraph perhaps with a new subtitle in bold print about the connection of eunuchism and transgenderism.

As I have said, it is not mine to render a judgement against any individual, but it is mine to lead you to an understanding of your situation, and you are to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. I think most of my readers would agree that becoming transgendered has only worsened their problems, not made anything better. Those who feel differently haven’t lived the life long enough. Waking up to understand you are living in an elaborate disguise ain’t easy, and how other people view that disguise is hard on the soul, but if you are a seeker of truth, you will find that truth that sets your free from the deception and brainwashing of the identity politics movement that is the transgender movement.

When a soul agrees to re-incarnate on this earth they preplan their whole next life. Transgenders miss the whole point of the transgender/homosexual challenge they agreed to face in their current re-incarnation. You don’t give into the sin, but you overcome it, thereby adding another Commandment (Mitzvah) fulfilled, and you move up the ladder, so to speak, towards Nirvana. In my opinion, which may mean nothing to you, from knowing personally many homosexuals and transgendered people around the world that are blessed beyond understanding with so many talents, that they gained all these talents in previous incarnations, and this could very well be their last incarnation with the hardest challenge challenge of all, the challenge to remain in the body you agreed to be born into for the purpose of overcoming sin and accomplishing more mitzvah’s on the road to Nirvana. Don’t stick your head in the sand and simply life your life for sensual pleasures while ignoring your spirituality, your true identity as a soul taking a temporary ride in a human body. Don’t miss the forest for the trees that are obscuring your view. For now we see through a glass, darkly, but soon we will see clearly face to face. For now we know in part, but with when we move past our lack of knowledge that is the source of our destruction we shall I know even as also we are known. Our physical bodies are temporary illusions from re-incarnation to re-incarnation. They are but the temporary vessels that our true being resides in. To be known as we are known is to understand our true identity as a spiritual being called a soul. The many human bodies we have inhabited will return to the elemental dust from which it came, but the soul is eternally alive unless it is destroyed by it’s Creator.

BEING TRANSGENDER IS NOT AN IDENTITY. IT’S A CONFUSION, AN ILLNESS OF THE MIND. AS HUMAN’S OUR ONLY IDENTITY IS BEING A CHILD OF G-D. IT’S THE ONLY WAY YOU WILL CURE GENDER DYSPHORIA IS TO SUBMIT TO THE WILL OF ALLAH. (For the uneducated “Allah” is the same world as Eloah where we get the word Elohim . Elohim is to Allahim as Allahim is to Allah.)

Don’t be deceived by the myth from the unlearned that Allah is the name of some moon god false deity, and is not the G-d of Israel. I’ve lived in Israel, and I know that many Jews and Christians in the Middle East say Allah when referring to G-d. The word, “Islam” ,is a word that simply means “submit” or submission to G-d. Father Abraham and all the prophets of Judaism as such were Muslim and submitted to the will of Allah/G-d. Any Jewish Rabbi will tell you this. The whole “Allah moon god” thing got started because of the moon that is situated in orbit around our planet. The moon is believed to be a base for the Elohim/Allahim extra terrestrial species that is keeping watch over us. Now, as far as the errors of Muhammad and the errors of Islam, that is another subject for another article….

For the most part, I have now finished my explanation of the transgender and homosexual phenomenon and the rest of this page is just going to be some further reading you may or may not care to read. Just wanted to let you know so if you are tired of reading this page you can now make a run for it and escape to your next interest 🙂

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I was recently inspired by the testimony of a talented young man by the name of Edward Byrd . A friend shared with me a series of interviews Edward had done on the Daystar Christian cable channel in a series that was discussing homosexuality and transsexuality. I’d link to the videos, but as like the real Messiah Yeshua prophetically called out the Christian religion as the “workers of iniquity” who will not have salvation, I don’t want to appear as an accessory to Christianity’s crime of dragging billions of souls to the Lake of Fire. If you want to watch those videos on the Daystar website you know how to find them without me linking to them. If you go there just be on guard concerning of the Jezebel of Daystar that will try to lure you into the “Strong Delusion” of the Roman-Babylonian Whore/Harlot religion of a Lawlessness that comes complete with it’s own false Messiah named Jesus who abolished all the Law nailing it to his cross so the satanically deceived can delude themselves they can be saved while they are awash and luxuriating in sin and abominations.

Please notice that I originally wrote this page on September 11, 2020, the day of remembrance known by all as 9-11 which I think could have some meaning to the taking down of high towers (Strongholds) in our lives. Edward, I know you are struggling, and I hope this article helps you as I know the Satanic Mystery of Iniquity Babylon Whore/Harlot system of Christianity falls short of understanding the issues you suffer from since they deny re-incarnation as something “of the devil” even though they fail to understand G-d re-incarnated Himself to become to take on the human body of Yeshua, as He had done previous when He fought with Jacob/Ya’acov/Israel and when He also took on physical form to wall the streets of Sodom before destroying it.

In my 20 years counseling young men who suffer from Same Sex Attraction Syndrome (SSAD) I have watched as those involved in the religion of Christianity have always struggled, and the largest percentage have returned to their homosexual lifestyle. What does one expect though from Christianity which is a Satanic delusion headed up by a false Lawless Messiah created by the Romans? Re-incarnation is foundational in Judaism, and Yeshua taught it so why do Christians reject it? One answer, …”Strong Delusion”.

The Roman’s executed the real Messiah Yeshua, and resurrected their own new Mithras version named Isis/Esus/Eesous/Jesus. Yeshua prophesied that He had come in His Father’s name (Yeshua, meaning YHVH is salvation), and He was rejected, but one would be coming in the future in his own name, and him the people would accept. He was clearly prophesying about the coming of the lawless Greek imposter “Jesus” created by the Roman’s in their Satanic hostile takeover of Judaism. One wonders why the Roman’s didn’t just give their Jesus horn’s and a pitch fork and tail? I guess that would have been too honest and obvious? Satan is the father of all likes and can present himself as an angel of light. Surely that is what he accomplished fully by becoming the Jesus of the Whore of Babylon religious system of the Roman’s. But, anyway….

Ya’ll go check out Edward Byrd’s music. He say’s the music world wanted to turn him into the next Lady GaGa, but I hear him as the Black George Michael with the voice of an angel very reminiscent of George Michael. Of course Edward is his own special talent and I don’t put anybody before him or compare his talent to anyone else. I think you will hear the similarity to George Michael however. 🙂 Pray for his soul that he will find the truth and get baptised in the only name given to mankind by which we must be saved with the forgiveness of our sins–Yeshua (there’s power in that name). Edward doesn’t yet understand how he’s been deceived by Roman Christianity and he is neither saved or delivered from anything yet, but instead he’s existing within the “Strong Delusion” G-d said He would send to those who reject the truth that would save them.

Are you a Christian who has failed to have victory over the sin of homosexual behavior or do not understand why you feel like G-d must have made a mistake and you are a woman trapped in a man’s body? Christianity lacks the “Key to Understanding”.

I began honing my expertise on the matter of healing those with unwanted same sex attractions and gender dysphoria back in 2000 when I began attending conferences of all the movers and shakers of the ex-gay/detrans movement. Since that time I returned to school to get my Masters in psychology and sociology to better help these folks and along the way received my semikah to be qualified as a Rabbi as well. I’m not big on calling myself a Rabbi, as my Rebbe Yeshua recommended we do not call ourselves Rabbi. “Rabbi” means “teacher” and I’m here to teach folks how to finally be free of unwanted same sex attractions and heal gender dysphoria.

As many of you know I was born with an intersexed condition of the chromosomes (and body), called “XO/XY Mosaicism” that made me what is called a “Male Pseudohermaphrodite”. I did not know this medical fact about my life until my primary physician ordered a chromosome test done in 2004 some 20 years after the fact of my male to female transition. Someone born this way certainly has scientific, documentable, biological, and physical reasons for their Gender Dysphoria. It’s not all just in my head like those who self-identify as trans with no actual disorders. I don’t say this to elevate myself about others who have gone through similar transitions as I have, but I’m just saying there is a difference between someone who is physically intersex and transitions, and someone who transitioned based solely based on “how they feel”.

I did a documentary about my life with Tom Murray called, Almost Myself. I’ll find a link from Youtube.com and post it here soon. MSNBC also did a documentary about my detransitioning. I did one talk show with Maury Povich and that was enough because he was horribly rude and disrespectful. Entertainment Tonight’s Inside Addition did a nasty little hatchet job on me too, but you know what they say, “Bad publicity is better than no publicity at all”. LOL I tried to get on Joni Lamb’s program series called “Table Talk” that I found Edward Byrd on, but they are discriminatory against Jews as if Jews don’t have salvation in Yeshua? I posted a separate article on this website about the whole anti-Jewish, condescending, letter I received from Joni Lamb where she wrote they’d be praying for my salvation and that I’d come to know Jesus. Theirs is a prime example of why Jews have been hesitant now to two centuries to share their true beliefs about Yeshua because Christians hunted us down for extinction. We had to go in the closet, so-to-speak, with our faith. Belief in Yeshua has been the centuries long hidden treasure of Judaism and now is the season when the Jewish people and the Rabbi’s are finally beginning to help the Christians learn about their error of not keeping the Law of which Yeshua said, as G-d incarnate, “If you love me, keep my Commandments”. Christians are the apostate Harlot Protestant daughters of the Babylonian Catholic Whore and are headed for the Lake of Fire, and they don’t even know it because of the “Strong Delusion” G-d sent them because of the evil ways and anti-Torah spirit. Christians are going to be in for a a very sad and rude awakening on White Throne Judgement Day. I will be one who is called to judge them and I don’t look forward to it and that’s why a strive day and night to get to people like Joni and Marcus Lamb to “COME OUT OF HER” before it’s too late. On with my article subject…

Prior uncovering my unknown intersex status I prepared to begin my physical detransition by revealing to my general practitioner doctor of 10 years I was actually a male to female transgendered and I had made a 5-year long careful decision to detransition to live as male again as I’d realized over the 22 years living as female, while very successful, it just was a poor decision I made due to too much influence from the transgendered community and misinformed doctors who promoted the false idea to me that I was something they called a “true transsexual” and only transitioning would cure my gender dysphoria”. Of course it was a false cure, but back then I had no idea a real cure for gender dysphoria existed.

It didn’t matter how perfect I looked or if my sounded perfectly female. Even being married to a man who didn’t know I was transgender didn’t help me feel I had made a good decision to live “as” female. It was more about feeling genuine. Living “as” a woman, was not the same as being a woman. A sexchange operation doesn’t change anyones sex, it just masks it. It’s the pain most male to female transgenders encounter when they finally wake up and realize there is no pot of gold at the end of their transition rainbow. Living in an elaborate hormonal and surgical disguise no longer satisfied my need to feel at peace in my own skin.

Some may say that while I am actually born intersexed I may not truly understand what a transgendered person goes through. but I feel like I have a good idea. Having gone through transition without ever knowing the “corrective surgeries” I had a 8 months of age, I went through my changes just like any regular transgender person I’d ever known and I’ve known hundreds in my lifetime.

When I began this website back in 2004 there were many of you who wanted to shut down my voice, but please don’t try disqualify me based on my non-transsexual status. My transition experience matters. Intersexed Lives Matter! I bring you good news.

The good news is that Gender Dysphoria is actually a gift from “G-d” for you and for humanity. Every gift that our heavenly Father Adonai Allaheinu Melek HaOlam (Lord God King of the Universe) gives us, the Devil will try to twist and turn into something evil, and if the Devil doesn’t do the Christians will. Christians have no earthly idea that re-incarnation is foundational to the Jewish faith. Christians should know better than anyone since they believe that G-d incarnated into a human body that re-incarnation is necessary for their faith to have a foundation as well, but then again Christians are the haters of G-d’s Laws. Their whole faith is based on their false “Mystery of Iniquity” religion. They want to claim that G-d’s Law was all nailed to the cross and they don’t have to follow it anymore like the Jews have to. They are a really confused bunch. Yashua Himself said as G-d incarnate, “If you love me, keep my Commandments”. Many times He stated His Law would not pass away, but because of the lust of their hearts for prohibited foods and carnal pleasures, and the love of money, they dismiss their first love and therefore G-d has sent them a strong delusion so they would believe the lie birthed in their hearts. It’s not like He didn’t explain the whole Catholic/Christian Whore/Harlot iniquitous religious system they are involved in and pleaded with them, “COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE”, so they will have nobody, but themselves to blame when they wonder why they were left behind when the Wise Virgins are raptured away as the Law Keeping Bride of Yeshua. Remember the parable of the Wise and Foolish virgins? “Thy Word [Thy Law] is a lamp unto my feet”, and the Foolish Virgins lamps were without oil, meaning they were without the presence of G-d. They were empty vessels/lamps not filled with the oil of the Holy Spirit of G-d, and in such a condition being full of sin Yeshua says, “Go away from me ye workers of iniquity! I never knew you!” The Foolish virgins showed up at the door of the Father’s House for the wedding with their shameful empty lamps and Yeshua directly told them, “I do not know you”, and He closed the door in their faces and they were left in outer darkness surely weeping and gnashing their teeth.

Sorry, about that teaching within a teaching inserted here, but sometimes you just have to give a chunk of back story to understand a concept. The re-incarnation that is foundational in Judaism should be foundation to the Christians too, but they were long ago lead astray by their mother the Catholic Whore of Babylon, but maybe one day they will wake up and realize what was done and how they have been deceived and as the Scripture says, “They will burn the Whore with fire”.

Just so you can be sure re-incarnation is foundational to the faith, lets go through Scripture to see how many times G-d incarnated into human form. For those who lack understanding, “re-incarnation” means incarnating over and over again–more than one incarnation. The Scripture tells that G-d took on human form and wrestled with Jacob and due to that event Jacob’s name was changed to Israel. Also, G-d took on human form when He spoke to Abraham about bargaining down to minimum of 10 righteous in the city of Sodom to spare the city. If G-d re-incarnates Himself as the human wrestler with Jacob, appears Himself in flesh with Abraham before the destruction of Sodom, and does so as Yeshua, then how in the world can the blind Christians not see that re-incarnation is required for their faith or they have no faith? Without re-incarnation you can have no “Jesus” dear confused Christians. One can be sincere about their faith, but sincerely wrong. Truth comes “to the Jew first and then the Gentile” and the “time of the Gentiles” is about over so it’s time ya’ll Foolish virgins wise up before it’s too late for your souls and you go into the Lake of Fire.

Now, I will explain what has happened with the transgendered movement. There are those who became involved in transgenderdism because their birth gender self esteem was beaten down by abusive people in their early lives, and they saw transition to male or female as a means of escape from that person that was made to feel worthless. This goes more so for the females who try to become males as women have always gotten the the shaft in this world because of their lesser than unequal to men status. It’s for this reason many cultures put baby girls to death upon birth because girls were a financial burden on the family as only son’s were to inherit and they were the bread winners while the women just stay home and take care of babies and the housekeeping.

I’ve counseled so many females in my practice who came out as female to male transgendered, only to realize after some time that what they were really doing was escaping from being abused as a female and felt if they transitioned to living as male then they would never again be abused as a female. Disassociation is a natural protective mode we go into psychologically, and it helps avoid abuse, but it not a good way to heal the issues these low self esteem women. It does nothing to help them to thrive in their natural female identity. So they get tough and think transgendering themselves is the answer and of course there is a whole vast community of support out there of other’s suffering the same thing and a greedy medical community more than happy to tell them what they want to hear and take that money.

Sadly, because many so-called transgendereds have been abused by a very ugly and hateful Christianity they cringe at the mention of anything to do with religion. This is why I have come to preach to the LGBTQI community as one of it’s own. Believe me, it wasn’t my idea to do this because the LGBTQI community can be some of the most hateful, ugly, nasty, violent, disrespectual, (etc., etc.) people I have ever encountered. My own homoseuxal transsexual wannabe cousin William Henry McCarol cursed me out, called me the C-U-Next Tuesday word, and even made physical threats to me on Facebook and this after I took money I didn’t have to buy him Cannabis gummies for his Chron’s disease. Because of him I got overdrawn at the bank, but my bank was nice enough to remove the overdraft fees and I’m sure he needs the $80 bucks more than me because they best job he can get is a janitor so I told him to keep the money he promised to pay me back and then when he was done cursing me out and threatening me he blocked me on Facebook–how childish. I have some really mentally messed up relatives I’ve tried to help, but every time I do something nice to try to help one of them it always comes back to bite me in the ass. As is said, “No good deed shall go unpunished”.

My grandmother of blessed memory always said, “If you kick a dog long enough it’s going to bite you.” This aptly describes the LGBTQI community and I understand their pain. It’s no wonder they are so angry and protesting with the ignorant Christians trying to hurt them every chance they get. Judaism and Islam doesn’t treat their gender dysphoric like that. Judaism understands their plight through re-incarnation bleed-over from their past life as the opposite sex, when applicable. In Iran where I have lots of trans friends they understand that the gender dysphoric because they are homosexually orientated, except for a strange few promote the cure for homosexuality as offering their citizens sex change operations to cure their country’s homosexual problem. I don’t think the majority of Christianity will ever come around because they have been cursed by G-d and He sent them a “strong delusion” so they would believe all the lies of the iniquitous Babylonian Whore/Harlot system they love so much more than their first love, G-d.

First, the LGBTQI people must learn that our heavenly Father is not your enemy. All the same rules of sin that apply to the rest of us apply to you as well, so you are not being singled out for anything special really, you just are made to feel that way because Satan is the father of all lies. Satan twists the truth about sodomy (anal sex and the unnatural sex between women) that is a Commandment for straight people to not commit a sexual no-no that is against nature, meaning against the sexual union that fulfils the Mitzvah (Commandment) to be fruitful and multiply. How can men be fruitful and multiply if they are forsaking the natural use of the woman and instead sodomizing her (having anal sex with her), or even forsaking the desire of the woman, and not even having procreative sex with his wife at all because he doesn’t want kids?

Men, due to their high levels testosterone, are nearly born as potential sex addicts who deal with issues of chronic masturbation, infidelity, watching porn, the list goes on. It takes a lot of willpower on the part of a man to restrain himself from the natural motivations of his human body, as it is written, “The flesh makes war against the soul”.

When you allow yourself to stop hating and start loving you will become fertile ground for our Savior to begin wooing you and leading you into a healthy self esteem by renewing your true identity that someone else worked hard to destroy. Renew your mind with the truth and your true birth sex identity, and most of all your identity as a loved child of YHVH, Yahavah [Ya=G-d HaVaH=Love] “G-d is Love”. This is how I vowelize the tetragrammton of YHVH. Here is a video that explains the most logical pronunciation of the divine name of the Father. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbb45zmkli4

Now, that’s what some of the transgendered experience. Other’s report they grew up in healthy, loving, and supportive homes and experience gender dysphoria. These are those I suspect are not dealing with abuse that lead to rejection of their birth gender, but these are those who like myself could be intersex and not know like I didn’t till I was 40-years-old, or as I understand spirituality there are those who are of a “two-spirit” nature like Native American culture explains. “Two-spirit” is simply describing re-incarnation where two lifetimes (incarnations) are overlapping in the present incarnation. In other word’s what many gender dysphoric males experience when they feel like “a woman trapped in a male body” is they are experiencing bleed-over from their last life lived as female that makes them feel that somehow G-d must have made a mistake and they should have been born female. Judaism has given this reasoning and embraced such people for centuries, including gays (males) that are experiencing the exact same thing. Yes, as I’ve already said, being a gay male is no different from feeling like a woman trapped in a male body who feels he/she is heterosexually attracted to what they perceive to be their opposite sex, males.

The Jewish rabbonim (rabbi’s) have taught for centuries also about how the first man, Adam, was originally created as a male/female being in the very image of G-d who possesses the divine attributes of both male and female. The rabbonim say that Adam was created basically as an intersexed being, but then G-d decided to separate the female from the male, taking the “female side” of Adam and forming the woman.

It is for this reason that many Rabbonim I have talked to highly respect my XO/XY Mosaic Intersex condition as a gift from our Creator, with coupled with my other gifts, being empathic, decerner of spirits, seer, prophetic dreamer, I have been prophesied over that I have a very special last of Last Days mission as a prophet to the LGBTQI community and to the Christian church world to bring correction that gets both these communities back on the right track before it’s too late as the coming of Messiah is near. The only difference of opinion I with the rabbonim is I understand the Messiah to have already been identified, and it’s not Menachem Mendel Schneerson, but it was and is Yeshua/Yashua/Yehoshua/Yahushau (I’m not a “Sacred Namer”) Son of Yosef and Maria, cousin to Elizabeth, mother of Yahanon (John the Baptist), who’s Father was Zechariyahu who was going about His priestly duties in the Temple offering incense when it was revealed to him that his wife would have a baby. BTW, their Son John the Baptist was born 6 months before his cousin the Messiah Yeshua and because John’s father would have ONLY been offering incense in the Temple on a certain date because of the priestly service cycle it pinpoints the birth of Yashua Messiah exactly during the feasts of Tabernacles (Sukkot) that would have been in September the year of his birth, and not on December 25th which is actually the pagan Roman birthdate of the sun god Mithras that the Babylonian Whore Catholic church pushed on the world.

It is so difficult to not go down rabbit holes of explaining concepts and back stories from scripture that support the truth of what I’m trying to teach to the transgendered, but I hope you have had eyes to see and your mind is being renewed to understand things in a new light. If you are beginning to understand send me an email [on the homepage of this site] or a note on Twitter @transrepublican or on my Parler @YosefBenDavid.

For many attempting to change the body with surgeries and hormones is very difficult, expensive, sometimes medically dangerous, and it never truly satisfies. Some it seems to help and G-d bless them. There’s nothing in G-d’s word that says someone cannot live a genuine heartfelt transgendered life, but don’t take that is as a Scriptural endorsement from me because there is no Scripture I know of addressing those who feel compelled to take the drastic step of what they feel is corrective surgery to live as the opposite sex. We all need to work out our own salvation with fear and trembling. It’s your soul and not sinning that matter’s to G-d, not what state your body is in. Be assured there will be more people in Heaven with lopped off body parts other than eunuch’s or transgendered folk. Look at all the wars. I think our bodies will be made whole in Heaven from my experience with visions of seeing people I knew that passed over and how they look young and vibrant with their bodies whole again and healthy.

There is so much more I can say, but hopefully this is enough to get you thinking and get you to contact me for further instruction on how to get your life in order whether you want to remain transitioned or detransitioned. I’m here to support you on your journey and hopefully make it a better one. True gender dysphoria as my explanation defines is a gift from G-d to actually help the deceived church world and all of humanity to come to the truth that the soul is neither male nor female and we all re-incarnate as many times as need as male, and female to accomplish all of Allah’s (G-d’s) Commandments. Let’s work together to complete the mission our heavenly Father YHVH who has graciously gifted to us to help the rest of mankind through the understanding that souls have no gender or sex and we do re-incarnate many, many times in male and female lives as Judaism supports.

Be Blessed Dear Ones,
Yosef Yahudah Ben David